Unexpected Feeling

So here I am again. This morning started rain again and I was wet cause of a little rain in front of my school. The first lesson for this day is ESL and yet it's still boring for me and I think my friends have the same opinion. It is not because the subject, I think the teacher doesn't know how to relieve the boredom in class, it supposed to be fun when studying English and I don't know when this boredom in esl lesson will end. When the 2nd break-time has come, one of our seniors made an announcement that who wants to be a/an OSIS or PK just come to the First Briefing of GA in Multimedia Room after the school. So, I've asked to all my classmates who will join GA and no one wants to join. So I was discouraged cause I don't have any friends from my class. But then I still decided to had a briefing GA or Gladi Anggota for the first time. My point is I just want to be one of them (OSIS or PK). I want to be PR in OSIS or PK so wish me luck ya guys!

Anyway, I've just read "Letters,Stories, and Dreams" by Cassandra Niki. 70% the stories of the long-distance relationship is definitely true. When you miss someone but you just can't meet him or her directly and it sucks. Time spins fast, so sooner or later you/him will feel like you are too tired, bored, and you need a little time for yourself to take a rest. That's the time when you make decision what do you want, holding on or letting go. Or it will get worst, if you or him/her cheated on you. Yea life sucks but maybe sometimes 'sucks' happen for a reason which can make your life better. It's true right? I've been in ldr and it failed. So this night before I go to sleep, I just want to share the songs that used to be my favorite& the most  motivational songs for me hahaha.  So here there are:

1) Like We Used To - A Rocket To The Moon (Ft. Larkin Poe)
"Will he love you like I loved you? Will he tell you everyday? Don't throw it all away? Can you do all these things? Will you do all these things... Like we used to?". I just like this song, the acoustic version is much better I think.
2) Just A Feeling - Maroon 5 
"It's the way she seems to stare right through my eyes, and in that darkest day that she refused to run away. From love she tried so hard to save." 
3) The War Is Over - Kelly Clarkson
" You get me caught off with 'you're my girl forever' so I forgive you cause it feel good when you hold me.. I'm finally walking away, cause you're not a worthy.. Your words no longer defeat me." All I have to say is thank you. 
4) Flightless Bird, American Mouth - Iron & Wine
"Have I found you,  flightless bird, grounded, bleeding or lost you, big pill american mouth, big pill stuck going down." There's no opinions for this song, I just like to listen it before I sleep.
5) Pearl - Katy Perry
"I used to be a shell, I let him rule my world. But I woke up and grew strong and I can still go on.." this is a motivation song who-ever read this, who ever you've been like that, just listen this song and you will feel better. Luckily I've never been like that.
6) Cry - Kelly Clarkson
"Is it over yet? Can I open eyes? Is this hard as it get? Is this what it feels like to really cry? What I want this just go away.. " this is for my depressed-mood. When you really tired for anything you've been through and you can't stand it anymore. You feels like you wanna cry but the fact is you can't so you pretend it all.
7) Forget About It- All Time Low
"Cause feel like a bad jokes, walking tight to hold on to you, was it real? or a love scene from a bad dream I dont think I can't forget about it!" Hahaha I just like this song. 
8) I Don't Love You - My Chemical Romance 
This is my favorite song since I was in 6th grade!!! "When you go, don't ever think I'll make you try to stay, and maybe when you get back I'll be off to find another way." 
9) The Lover After Me - Savage Garden
"The lights go out the same, the only difference is you call another name." 
10) Young, Wild & Free 
"So what we get drunk? So what we dont sleep? We're just having fun, we dont care who'll see. So what we go out? That how's supposed to be living young, wild and free." <3

I'm sorry for luring out my emotion into my lovely blog and of course to my reader. I was having a hard time back then. But now I'm definitely perfectly okay :).