july: legend series, love rosie!

Hello so it's me, again. Actually I'm waiting for world cup semi-final, it's German vs Brazil (I support these two countries but how can I choose between these two? Unbelievable). This month until august I will probably just reading reading and reading because that's what I do for a while now and I have finished Legend series by Marie Lu. At first, I thought this book will have similar stories like hunger games or divergent because it's a dystopian book but then I found something different from this book. Action. Details of the action. It's so awesome how the writer told us the action and by now I just want to be June Iparis. She's like black widow in marvel because she has an amazing skills for fighting and she is trained for being an agent. So here I give you Legend's synopsis:

"What was once the western United States is now home to the Republic, a nation perpetually at war with its neighbors. Born into an elite family in one of the Republic's wealthiest districts, fifteen-year-old June is a prodigy being groomed for success in the Republic's highest military circles. Born into the slums, fifteen-year-old Day is the country's most wanted criminal. But his motives may not be as malicious as they seem. 

From very different worlds, June and Day have no reason to cross paths - until the day June's brother, Metias, is murdered and Day becomes the prime suspect. Caught in the ultimate game of cat and mouse, Day is in a race for his family's survival, while June seeks to avenge Metias's death. But in a shocking turn of events, the two uncover the truth of what has really brought them together, and the sinister lengths their country will go to keep its secrets. 

Full of nonstop action, suspense, and romance, this novel is sure to move readers as much as it thrills. "

I won't tell you any spoiler I promised. What I want to say is that the ending, the stories I will keep forever in my head. I love this series so much. I think this is the best series ever? Along with Divergent series too. God I was crying so hard when I read almost the last page of  Champion (book three of Legend series) and it was 2am, and I was crying so hard. So many feelings but sad too because there are no more stories about them anymore, no more legend books huhu. There is one thing that really got me after I read this, I want to be like June Iparis and Tris Prior. I want to be like them, oh God they're such a strong woman!!!! Well maybe I wish Legend movie soon maybe? Actually a production already bought the movie rights but up until now i think they're still searching for director so yeah i'll update if there is another info about that. 

ANYWAY! I can't wait for Love, Rosie movie. Lily Collins and Sam Claflin play in there and they are my fav aaaah i've read the book too and I hope the movie will be as good as the book, eventhough there might be a little bit difference but it's okay, i'm so excited! Coming soon on october 2014 guys! I'll give you the trailers.. I'll get 2 trailers because you just can't get enough :p

post-the fault in our stars

So yeah, I just watched the fault in our stars, I'm so freaking lucky because i get to see it like I watched it 6 days earlier than everyone in my country. The movie that I have been waiting since last year, the movie that I've been dying to see. Actually I want to see gus. Even though you just can see gus in 2 hours long but that's my reason. So how is it after you watch? What do you feel? 

What do i feel? I feel numb. I can not feel anything. I feel like I already lost my soul and I'm not exaggerating it, i'm more than serious. I LOVE GUS. BUT I AM NOT PREPARED TO LOSE GUS EVEN THOUGH I ALREADY KNEW IT. Every time I read the book I always cry in the end and said "why gus? Why gus have to go? Why? It's not fair." And i know Gus is just a fictional character but THANKS TO ANSEL ELGORT WHO HAVE DONE AMAZINGLY ACTING AND BE GUS I JUST CANT SAY HOW GOOD HE WAS. I could feel gus alive in the movie. So yeah the movie goes just like the book, how Hazel met Gus and their stories. 

Let me just tell you when my heart got broken okay? So it's begin when the scene is in Amsterdam. When Gus finally tell Hazel that he was going to die. i almost crying so hard that time but it stopped until Gus' pre-funeral. When Isaac tell "I DISLIKE LIVIN IN A WORLD WITHOUT AUGUSTUS WATERS." And I cried so hard when it comes to Hazel's turn to speech. This quote is one of my favorite quotes from tfios, "Gus, I cant say how thankful I am for our little infinity, you give me forever... Within the numbered days.." And i cried, i cried so hard that I could feel the pressure in my chest. AND THE FINAL: when Hazel got the call, when Hazel found out that Gus is dead. she cried so hard and me too, and my friend too. Even while I wrote this I still can not forget the scene, the picture of hazel who crying so hard when she found out that Gus is not here anymore...

For me, as a reader and as an audience I love it so much. I love the fault in our stars more than anything, the cast, shai, ansel, nat they really did a good acting. All the characters feels so alive in the movie, the music, josh boone as director and of course lovely John Green who writes this amazingly beautiful book, thank you for making a perfect fictional character who has an amazing smile that slayed a thousands heart hahaha. I can't wait to watch it again! 6 days to go!

(p.s. : i wear black dress so it's like i attended gus's funeral... Haha:) love you gus)

Let me give a quote from TFIOS book, Augustus's letter:

"What else? She is so beautiful. You don’t get tired of looking at her. You never worry if she is smarter than you: You know she is. She is funny without ever being mean. I love her. I am so lucky to love her, Van Houten. You don’t get to choose if you get hurt in this world, old man, but you do have some say in who hurts you. I like my choices. I hope she likes hers."

Love always, 

Ret

[ E X T R A ] throwback to last year when ansel answered my twitter question woohoo :)

Officially graduated from high school, next: college!

Wooooooooohoooooooooooooooo!!!! I won't wear that uniform anymore, I'm officially graduated from high school means that I'm going to college too. It's so fast, seriously, I feel like yesterday I was graduated from junior high and the next day I'm graduated from high school? Are you kidding me? High school feels so fast, it really go fast seriously. Well I'm not going to say much to you today actually i just wanna share my high school moments aka coret-coretan and graduation, and also i just want to let you know that right now i'm preparing and yet waiting for my student visa, please pray for me that i'll get the visa :)
Graduation pic: ( with my crazy mofos lol you guys )

High school moment pics:

Fangirling over Fangirl. (+ If I Stay)

Hello hello helloooooooooooooo! Wassup guys? No seriously how are you? I really miss writing something in here you know but I actually I still have something important to do, I'm still busy preparing myself to get into my desired university and it's really freaking hard but let me take a rest for a while and I'm gonna tell you some fangirling things on this post because I've just finished Fangirl by Rainbow Rowell. I decided to buy the book because I thought this book will tell me the story about a girl who has a fandom and blabla which it reflects my real life. I'm a fangirl. I have joined some fandoms such as Divergent (it's my fav one) and I'm a nerdfighters and also the first time I joined a fandom is because one direction. Call me crazy but this is me. I'm still living in these things.

Anyways, about Fangirl, I fell in love with Levi, he has this smile, when you look at him and he would smiling at you, big smile and his smile makes you melt, makes your heartbeat faster or even makes your body stiff. Seriously, he has that smile and he liked to smile to everyone he met. Levi is my second favorite fictional character as Gus and Four in the first one (because I can't decide between Gus and Four). And the story is actually about Cath who is the biggest fan of Simon Snow (Simon Snow is actually a fictional character too) so I am fangirl who loves fictional character and was reading a Fangirl which the story involves about a fangirl who loves her fictional character very much and then I fell in love with a fictional character in that book and his name is Levi. Cath kinda reflects my life actually, like how she doesn't want everybody or like she just want her life to be in the world of Simon and Baz and also how she doesn't want to involved in social things like parties and etc haha, except for her love life. Gah, Cath and Levi are such a cute couple. I really want a real life version of Levi, reading out loud to him and just leaned to him. Omg. Levi is just cute. So here I'll give you some visual, it's from tumblr.

(From left to right: Reagen (Cath's roommate and also Levi's ex-gf), Wren (Cath's twin sister), Cath, and Levi

And also I will give you an adaption, just one scene from the book but it's amazing thank you to Yulin Kuang for making this gaah

Actually I also have finished If I Stay and it will be on theater on August this year so I'll just give you the trailer okay? You'll cry, I can't wait for this summer, tfios, if i stay, and then maze runner gah! I love 2014!

Mia Hall and Adam on Halloween!! 

Goodbye guys, see you later next time. Wish me a goodluck! I have to go back to my real life now lol, no i have to study hard.  Love always. 

THE FAULT IN OUR STARS TRAILER!

OMG! Have you see tfios trailer? It's on EVERYWHERE! I mean especially in youtube. Well I saw it first with a very low quality (the leaked one) but two days after that the HD version came out and DAMN SHIT HAS GOT REAL. I'm crying of course. Replaying EVERY TIME, I want to see every details on the trailer. What I most remember is when Gus' speak in the background, and I know it's from his letter (which makes me even more crying).

"You can't get to choose if you hurt in this world, but you do have a say in who hurts you." 

(it's from Gus's letter)  and when in a swing,

"I hope you realize you keep your distance from me in no way lessens my affection for you." "'Gus, I'm grenade."

Okay wait, I just realized  that the last time I posted about ansel-gus related, I was mentioning "What You Wanted" from OneRepublic. AND YET IT WAS ONE OF THE SONG ON TFIOS TRAILER! Wohoo, i knew it that song would be amazing if it puts on some movie trailer and yeah finally! And I do realize now that I am so damn lucky. Because I get noticed by Ansel Elgort on his livestream TWICE in a row! Although it's been a long time, but I am so thankful. He even favorited my tweet too. Be jealous bitjes. But now i think it is so hard to get noticed by him as many followers he has and everyone dying about him, dying to get his attention haha. But still, "I can't tell you how thankful I am for our little infinity."  and here is it, The Fault In Our Stars Trailer: