Okay, after I watched Glee's Guilty Pleasure episode, I feel that's my exactly feeling right now.. I'm not feeling guilty because I have a problem with my friends or my family, it's not. Let me remind you that 2 weeks ahead are my bloody exam called AS-Level and held by the Cambridge Uni. And it made me feel guilty because I dont have much time to make revision, although there's a plenty time. I feel guilty when I don't studying and when I see some people who studying too, my guilty pleasure get bigger. And is it weird? or is normal? Yeah it's more like my problem with my brain and my heart maybe.
Let me countdown to summer holiday, it's about 2 months away and I can't wait, it's like my letting go of this guilty of not studying even though when I'm studying, I still feel guilty! Hah! It's weird, like creepy.
By the way, this kinda a different stories from before, I love LBD! a.k.a little black dress? The power of wearing lbd was like a huge impact for you? Like you feel different. I think I've always loved dark colour for clothes or dresses, something classy. And also, I've been trying to learn and yes I can do it now of course, smokey eyes. Um actually I'm trying to make my eyes become a dramatic smokey eyes and I'm on way for it, still learning! It's fun for eyeshadow-ing your eye, like you were painting on a canvas haha! (When I was a child I love painting, and even my teacher said I have a nice hand when I paint something.) So whatever, my conclusion is this month is my peak of stress.
